11.16.2010

A Hard Place to be

To just be honest. This place, this season, this life is nothing short of just plain down right HARD!

In talking with some dear people in my life I keep hearing this life just is not the way it's suppose to be. Due to some great Words of my dear friends that keep ringing in my ears I want to write out some words of things that feel hard in my life right now.

It's hard.
To allow myself to feel certain things
To allow myself to hope
To believe in change
To hear certain words
To walk through certain seasons
To realize though I have done MUCH counseling in my life that there are some things that may never change in me on this side of heaven
To sometimes get up and face the day
To know how not to let certain things/feelings control you
To know what righteous anger means
To struggle financially
To trust in God
To believe in sovereignty
To let God's love for me sink in
To not know what will happen next in my life
To know when to set boundaries
To look at the depravity in the world
To speak to the dignity
To fight for justice
To let myself know what it means to really REST
To REST
To HOPE
To DREAM
To LOVE and be LOVED

"My God, this world is a hard place to live sometimes"

a quote I found today...
couldn't have say it better myself

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