Sun Mister Golden Sun

Mister Sun I have missed you. I have missed feeling hot, my arms warm, my face feeling sun on it. I miss the color in my legs. I seriously LOVE the sun!. I LOVE warm weather, with a breeze please.

Many of you know, but went to Freezing Minnesota for the Holidays, to return to Florida's most coldest winter since the 60's, YEAH just my luck right! so Lani who loves the Sun has missed her Mister Sun for quite sometime, and then this weekend Mr Sun revealed himself to me.

This weekend I got to enjoy being outside. I went on a jog yesterday with my dear Friend Elizabeth on a trail. This trail had me forgetting I was in Florida.

I wanted so badly to just lay out in the sun. I miss going to the beach. I Miss laying out in the sun. When laying out I find that i allow myself to relax, chill, not think so much, and just enjoy some tunes, and taking in the view, or conversation.

Since I had quite a few things to do yesterday I opted for washing my car. It was so fun to turn the radio on and get to scrubbing away while soaking up some sun. My neighbour's were out and got to chat with quite a few of them even made some dinner plans. I think everyone was happy to be able to be outside.

Then last night, and this morning it rained.

Mister Sun SUn Mister Golden Sun please shine down on me

Something different

So this week at School I am taking a course on Sex and Sexuality. Deep breath. yes I am taking a sex course at a Seminary, it is nothing like probably what you are thinking. I did not have clue what to think or expect but it's far more than what I thought would be the "typical Christian Sex talk".

I have so many thoughts running through my mind, things that I have never been challenged to think about and to be honest when I get home I just want to do a few things than I journal, sit, or just be still for a while. Usually I spend my evenings watching t.v. and doing little this and that. I have to say for the first time in who knows how long, I have no desire to watch t.v. so much has been discussed in class leaves my mind full of much loud thoughts that the T.V. kind of is another source of noise. I am not committing to not watching t.v. or saying anything is wrong or bad about t.v. It is me simply doing SOMETHING DIFFERENT! and for the past evenings it's been a nice little difference.

If you want to know more about this class please feel free to call, or write me I would be happy to share with you my heart as best as I can, but right now I don't want to write all my thoughts cause I am not sure about them right now.

Some thoughts to leave you with precious reader:

Sex is not what you do its who you are

What is your view on sexuality? Why? When did you come up with that?

Does your sex, sexuality point you to the God of Creation?

I hope you have more questions than answers... I ... sure... do

Little Women: I am so JO

So 2010. Welcome.

2010 so far has been me being sick. After we got back from MN about a week ago I got super sick. Then after coughing, blowing my nose, and feeling quite miserable I went to the doctor. Turns out I have Bronchitis, yippie! I have been taking some great med's and am slowly feeling better.

So in being ill I have done lot's of resting and being in bed. I have been enjoying watching "old world" movies, the other day I was watching "Little Women" and had a thought. I am JO! if you have not seen the movie than forget reading this blog entry. Jo is the sister who is energetic, wild, crazy, loud, obnoxious, frumpy, the one who speaks her mind. I am so JO! Every time I watch this movie I desire to be Beth. I want to be BETH. Beth is the calm, loving, caring, still sister. Beth's words are filled with much though she says little. Beth has a special place in every person's life in that family. Beth is the one who is usually siting back observing and enjoying herself, she doesn't have to be much. Beth loves her family and enjoys them and loving her family is enough for her. Beth is wise. Beth says she loves her family so many little times through out the movie, she is so supportive of everyone around her. Beth is gentle. She is like a breath of fresh air. I remember watching this movie before and thinking "that Beth I want to be like Beth". I never will be BEth I so am Jo.

Ok random entry I know but I have been nothing but sick for about a week so not to many deep thoughts have crossed my mind... other than analyzing myself and Little Women